I tink i treat myself damn badly , i forced myself sit down and read all the letters that u write to me ..

What happen to all the promises made .. I am jus a stupid fool

I noe i am kinda of stupid

OMG !!!! i don believe this things still happen to us :)

I skip school today .. woke up ard 9 20 den i couldnt go back to slp ... cos i dreamt of you .. i cant rmb wat is the dream all abt .. den i am deciding whether to sms to let you know that i dreamt abt u .. i couldnt decided .. cos everytime i wanna sms u i will scared that something bad will happen ... will i give u more stress or spolit your mood ... so i went in to facebook and told myself if u post something i will sms u , is like rarely u post something up ..

But guess wat U actually post a video of jerry yan 习惯两个人 ... den i was like okie its fated i will sms u at 10 .. 

BUT WHO CAN ACTUALLY IMAGINE THAT U SMS ME AT 10 .. exactlly the time that i wanna sms u .. i was like OMG !!!! u actually say morning how are u .. :) i noe i sound stuipd ..but  it have been quite sometime since u ask me tat .. i scare it was something bad so i ask u u sms me is out of concern or gonna tell me something bad .. 

Its nice to noe that u are still concern abt me .. school is super stress .. i have 3 dateline and 3 presentation due next week ... i need someone too care abt me and listen to my whining .. maybe i tink too much but u totally make my day :)

I am willing to do anything to make both of us happy 

U still mean tat much to me

Can anyone pls tell me how to turn back time ..

i didnt mean to make u angry and stress up ..

some time i just wanna talk tings out :)

I thought everything will be better if i try harder.. but it doesnt seems to be this way .. 

Why did i find out the problem so late till the extend of i cant really save the stituation anymore..

I will stay strong ..I will try my best to pull u back .. 

like wat besties say .. even thought i wont work out in the end at least i try ..

but it takes two hands to clap .. promise me u will try ..

fuck i am losing confident .. yvonne ... wat the fuck do u really want ...

i only noe ..

I miss the one whom is once so sweet .. the one that will miss me everyday .. whom couldnt leave without me  ..

the one that promise to stay with me no matter wat .. 超级大白痴我好想你...

i noe wat i am doing now is stupid .. but seriously couldnt find any better way ..

This blog is getting so negative ..

Can u give me a hug and tell me everything gonna be alright.. and really mean it ?

Just came back ard 3 plus ... went out with besties today .. thanks for staying by me when i need u all the most and thanks for the counciling ... i will talk to joe nicely

I'm feeling veri nervous abt meeting joe tml ... i cant slp .. Hope everything will be alright .. PLS !!!