My tears keep falling when i found out that u have a new GF

I thought i gort over you 

But seriously i didnt 

I need you here with me 

I dream about you the day before 

the feeling is so strong 

I wake up crying 

What should i do to be back in ur arms 

Don you feel the same way as i feel for you

I don wanna be ur fren

I couldnt just treat u as fren 

I make a mistake by letting this whole thing start

I should not let my heart make the decision

Now i left with all the memories that i don wanna forget 

I know i should let everything go 

Which is a better way and easier way for me 

But i don wan too 

Deep inside my heart i hope that u will come back

We can be just like how we use to be

I don noe what i really want 

I beginning not knowing who am i anymore 


I feel lost when i don noe what u are thinking 
i don noe how to believe you when u say that 
they don noe that we broke off
I wanna to believe you 
but logically is not rite

If i still mean something to you 

Pls tell me how u feel 

i am breaking down 

i need u here with me 

My post seems to be quite negative nowadays. so i have decided to lock my blog for a period of time 

Till i'm able to get back on my feet. I am trying , trying real hard :)

WTH !! My cup noodle topple and  fall on my leg :(

Raining days are the time that i miss u the most

Raining days are the time that i miss u the most
Its raining outside, feeling cold both physically and emotionally. I miss U .. wanna call u but i hold myself back don like the feeling of saying goodbye. It give me an empty feeling.

U say what is good for me. It is how u feel , not what i want . 

Its all one sided. 

I need the courage, the courage that i have when i decide to be with you.

I tink i treat myself damn badly , i forced myself sit down and read all the letters that u write to me ..

What happen to all the promises made .. I am jus a stupid fool