Raining days are the time that i miss u the most

Raining days are the time that i miss u the most
Its raining outside, feeling cold both physically and emotionally. I miss U .. wanna call u but i hold myself back don like the feeling of saying goodbye. It give me an empty feeling.

U say what is good for me. It is how u feel , not what i want . 

Its all one sided. 

I need the courage, the courage that i have when i decide to be with you.