Emotional Feelings

I FAILED to update my blog regularly again :( . I will try to blog all the things that happen ard me so that i can remember every meetings, gathering and trips.

Today at the work, i heard that 2 kids from student care is gonna be send to BH. This news totally caught me off guard. The two kids gave me an impression that they don like to study and sometime showing their temper when ask them to do too much homework. BUT not some kids, that are beyond parental control that are mean to be send to BH.
I almost couldn't hold back my tears when i heard the news.
I know they are at wrong to lie. BUT Their parent hold a BIGGER RESPONSIBILITY to cause this incident. If they where there for them, to guide them this might no happen. BUT SADLY nothing can be done to help them. Hope this will be the best way for them to learn to be someone better.

Feelings from the past

Watched a movie today named (春娇与志明) , love in a buff. This movie brought back lots of memories from the past, those that are hidden deep at the back of my mind.

The scenario in the movie is almost the same as what J and I had gone through. The only different is just the ending.

For those that are reading the post, this is just my thoughts, not special feelings. I'm not feeling emotional or sad. I'm completely over J, is just that someone i miss the times we shared. miss the TIMES not the PERSON. plus J is not the one whom i know few years ago anymore. Or maybe i don really get to know who J really is. But anyway, it's not important anymore. I'm happy now and i know J is too.

So the purpose of this post is to note down the feelings that i'm having. The End...

stress

I feel stressed !!!

6 more days to paper .. half way through but there is like so mani things happening around me .. 

keep having sleepless nites ..

i can give 101 reason to stop me from studying .. 

wanna go to study later .. babee still sleeping ..

In R/S its not onli abt the two of you .. don u even care abt how ur family feeling .. stop living in ur own world ...

one day if i cant take it anymore .. i will jus leave u alone .. nv i my life i can imagine u will change to dis manner .. u are not whom i noe 10 years ago ... not the wan that i grow up with ...

random

i don understand ppl nowadays .. one min the can quarrel and cry their hearts out and next min they get so lovely together .. i thought once bitten twice shy.. hope tat she will not get hurt again ..