8.39am 
I suck!
if only i can control my dream, i cant believe that i dream of u 3 times in the week and today is only like FRIDAY !!!
waking up today feeling very emotional.. 
i still couldnt read more than 5 of ur blog post without feeling emotional.. 
Its time for me to stand up from where i fall.. 
I keep waiting for u to sms me dis few days even though i noe u wont.. 
I noe u have make ur decision and i respect it.. 


If that wat u want, yah it will end it this way.. 
Don worry i will be strong like how i am when u first noe me..


Take Care ..