U treat me damn bad .. u hurt me so badly .. 

u gave me false hope .. sms me this morning .. i thought veri thing would be okie .. we will be like how me used to be .. I even happily sms besties tell her tat we are smsing now .. 

BUT ALL THOSE IS MY WISHFULL THINKING ... 

u nv wan to be with me like we used to.. i thought u will call me tonight .. u did only after i ask u too ... Why do you insist tat we talk on sunday .. don u miss me .. we didnt meet each other for a week ...this is the longest from the time we are being together.. If tat wat u want ..

Okie i will force myself not to sms you or call u till sun .. but if u wanna break up jus tell me straight .. don have to wait till sun .. don nid to find different ways to make me feel better .. cos there will not be any different .. i keep having a feeling thta there is a third party in our R/S .. i ask u but u say no... How u expect me to believe u when u are treating me like this ... 

Where's the one that promise to be with me forever .. where is the one that say u will have our own house .. where's the want that say u nv let me go ...where is all those promise ... what will happen to us .. 

My head is hurting damn bad ... i have not being sleeping well ... i feel like vomiting ...